Last night's mind explosion

1.30am, 4th November 2008

tonight I crave

proximity

and intimacy

come into me

and beat my guest

close enough

to be far apart

mind and matter

it does matter

when you close

your mind

to being a part

of this

words, clues

cuts, bruises

grazes, scratches,

fingers, mouth

and a masterpiece of inspiration that made me get back up and turn my light on again just to write it down,

I don't know

where I stand

or if I stand

at all

maybe I float

I drift

I sink

I lie

next to you

on your chest

feeling your heart

beat

as I fall asleep

maybe I fall

too uncertainly

too uncomfortably

I don't know

where I stand

when I lie

next to you 

to your face

we live a lie

in your back

we lie a lie

worth living

at least tonight

on your heart

I don't know

where I stand

or if I fall

asleep

in a lie

worth lying for